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so my sister went and signed papers today for her new appartment. and now im getting kinda sad. cuz i really wanted to move out with her but i dont have a car i could take with me and i havae to go to school so i couldnt. and now she's moving in with a friend/coworker. and i knew that she was gonna move out eventually, but she starts moving a week from tomorrow and she's starting to pack tonight. its really kinda sad. cuz all my life i really didnt like my sisters and now she and i are finally getting along on a regular basis and we both view our parents the same way. so just when we're getting close, she leaves. and i wont even be home while she's doing all her packing cuz i leave tomorrow. it just kinda sucks. the nice thing about it though is that when i get tired of my parents i have a place i know i can always crash. so i guess thats good, but im gonna miss her. she's the only one around the house who stands up for me anymore. guh.... growing up is hard. but i guess it all works out eventually. |
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[Jul. 9th, 2008|11:26 am] |
k, so i checked and i havent posted in over a year. my last post was about graduation, last year. and about looking forward to my trip to fiji. well... i went and it was fun. but now i've graduated and that was pretty fun too. im leaving this friday to go learn how to surf at pismo beach. pretty excited about that. im applying for a job. i've gotten a job before and before i even started working, the people there were really lame and i changed my mind so this would be my first "real" job. im staying home while i go to school cuz im going to DVC. which im glad im starting with a JC but i hate that i still have to live at school. my sister and i were talking about moving out together. but then i didnt have my own car so i dont think i can since allison can get her permit in april. so she's leaving me and moving into an appartment with her friend. LAME! but w/e. and big news (in my mind) i finally have my tattoo that i've wanted forever. and yesterday was my first day i could go swimming agian. but for now, i think thats everything. hopefully i will keep up with my updates.
P.S. i really need a new picture, got any ideas? |
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[Jun. 11th, 2007|10:48 am] |
graduation is over. it still hasnt hit me. i get so sad when i think about it. i havent really cried about it. i got really teary eyed on saturday before we went up when i was hugging my seniors. im gonna miss em all so much.
SF tomorrow w/ my now senior band girls!! exciting! SF is always more fun when you go just w/ friends and go shopping or something.
my week is filling up so fast... i have so many things i want to do before i leave (which is a week from tomorrow btw) what im thinking of, since my mom says i cant here, is have a ton of people get together somewhere on friday. like at 9th street park or something. but i want to make sure i see everyone and get to spend time w/ everyone before i go. a month is a long time and im gonna miss my friends. so if you dont have anything to do on friday, keep the day clear so we can all hang out!!!
my room is a complete disaster and im off to go clean it. its gonna take hours... |
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[Jun. 4th, 2007|07:35 pm] |
well... it's been a while. lets see whats new in my life...
-my older sister is graduating from UC Santa Cruz in less than 2 weeks
-my little sister is graduating from the middle school this week
-my dog had an allergic reation to a vaccine my sister gave her (my sister works at a vet clinic in santa cruz and gives vaccines all the time... so its all cool) and we had to drive her out to faifield at 11:45 at night cuz her face was swollen and we were worried she would suffocate.... she's fine now.
-i leave for Fiji 2 weeks from tomorrow!!!!! EEEEEEEEEE! sooooo incredibly excited
-started my math final today
-my knee got huge again and rather than suffering a lifetime of pain and swelling, i got a cortizone shot in my knee today.... its numb right now like its supposed to be, i hope it doesnt hurt too bad tomorrow
-i've decided vegans are stupid, especially when they give their newborn soy milk and apple juice and kill it cuz they cant digest that food (vegetarians are still AMAZING however)
-i really really like mocha almond fudge ice cream... mmm...
-im flute section leader for next year and am incredibly excited. i can't wait to have my own team for band camp. its gonna be amazing. and though i dont agree w/ all the positions people got, im happy for next years band council, despite that there are only 3 seniors on it next year.......
-OH! and i want to have games between sections, like my freshman year when i was on vacation, so if you're in band and you're interested in having some kind of game between sections this summer, LET ME KNOW!
now that you're pretty much caught up, time for me to go elevate my knee and watch a movie! |
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[Apr. 15th, 2007|09:47 pm] |
wow, school tomorrow. spring break went by really fast. it was pretty exciting though...
-i got my first real job w/ a paycheck and everything$$$ EEE!
-i drove all by myself all the way down to visit my sister in santa cruz
-finally got to watch some really good classic movies (i have never really sat down to watch some classic movies that people just have to see)
-one of my students is totally amazing and knows almost the whole circle of fifths (w/ a few flaws of course, he's only in 4th grade)
-found some new vegetarian recipes
-went with my parents all over the napa valley to do wine tasting
and lots of other exciting experiences but i cant remember right now. guh... yay 5:45 alarm. time to go! |
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[Apr. 8th, 2007|03:24 pm] |
my parents just told me i need to do sit-ups. guh... its annoying when your parents make hints accusing you of eating too much or that you're getting fat. especially when they're the ones who need to lose weight.
so easter is today! lots of candy, thats about the only good thing about easter (other than spring break of course). i've always found it to be a boring holiday, no parties, no big presents, usually no exciting trips, its too short to go anywhere, just sit at home and do nothing for a week. oh well...
im thinking i need to get off my new medicine, it made me really nausious earlier last week and really dizzy. my parents told me it was the meds and that i needed to drink A LOT! so now ive been drinking my weight everyday pretty much, making me bloat w/ all this water weight. and so it went away, but it started coming back. and its fully back today. but i think im gonna take it at least through the marching season cuz its supposed to help my knees, and i need all the help i can get. so we'll see.
im excited, on thursday, my parents are letting me drive myself down to santa cruz to stay the night w/ my sister. its gonna be pretty cool...
oh and guess what, i did my first job interview, pretty exciting! i think it went really well... the questions weren't too hard, the only one i felt like i really struggled with was, "if you could be any road sign, what one would you be and why?" ummmmmmmm........ but she liked my answer so it was cool.
off to go eat WAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY too much candy out of spite for my parents. hehehe. |
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[Mar. 25th, 2007|11:27 am] |
sooo.... long weekend.
winter show yesterday... long day. i have early bird so i was there hella early, thank god it was a CPT day though so i got and extra 15 minutes of sleep. then right after school we had to help set up... then i had to go straight to meet w/ the escorts to figure out what exactly we're supposed to do. and then i waited for like 45 minutes and then went and found my school and waited some more for them to be ready. and i worked the whole night, when i wasnt working, i was w/ kerry who was... then afterwards... i stayed to help clean up... and lauren, anne brittany and i were dancing while we were cleaning in the gym... it was tiring but a lot of fun! and then i stayed until right before 12:30 when lauren gave michael nasr and i a ride home. but it was pretty exciting cuz we did a stick-up, to aki, alexis, and michael nasr. and our weapons? bananas! i think by that point, lauren and i had already lost our minds. hehe...
yesterday, i was gonna go to SF to the De Young museum, but ended up not being able to go, and instead i went and got donuts w/ my dad and then went to the mall where i met up w/ sara h. kerry, nicole, and ariel n. it was pretty exciting. and then in forever 21 we found megan l's mom and sister, then later megan herself and andrea it was like a party in that store! and i got 2 dresses... YAY CLOTHES! and then we went to Hollister where kerry, nicole, and i were all offered an oppourtunity to have an interview w/ them for a job cuz they liked our style. YAY JOBS! ive actually thought about working there so thats pretty tight yo! (i am oh so ghetto)
then i drove out to pleasanton to meet sarah vue and we were at the mall... where a bought a hollister shirt and then went to the foothill show and saw anthony, tony, and brandi, yay alumni! and we got to see all those super cool drumline and guard kids of course. not to forget ben,
P.S. Ben, you need to call me when you have free time, now that my year is up i can drive people so we should hang out sometime!
then we stayed for a little while and then i took sarah home and got to see where she lives, pretty houses... and then i went home.
now my dad gets to drive out there today to look at a mulit thousand car car show. pretty exciting.
yea... that's been my weekend. PROM IS NEXT WEEKEND! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! so exciting! |
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[Mar. 14th, 2007|07:52 pm] |
so... back to the doctor office runs...
-had a rheumatology appointment today... (saw a joint doctor basically) my guy is hella cool... he's asian and knows EVERYTHING! my mom and i were very impressed w/ him last time i we had an appointment w/ him. he's so freakin smart and makes sure we know whats going on. he's my new favorite doctor. not to mention, HE HAS GIVEN ME A REAL DIAGNOSIS! for the first time in my life, i have a doctor who really thinks he knows what's wrong w/ my joints and stuff... he says they're pretty much all related... psoriatic arthritis is what it's called. i have psoriasis and he thinks thats what's causing the problems in my knee! yay! not yay because thats what it is, but yay because there's a med for it and i now have something i can take that will actually heal me! this is an amazing day!
-sad part of the trip, i walked out of the room w/ 4 new prescriptions.... yea... FOUR! pathetic.
-my sister passed out in P.E. today... i think my mom is pissed at the school... she hates P.E. at school... all the teachers are complete idiots who dont know how to respect people's limitations. i've had my own fair share of issues w/ the teachers...
-my parents and my sister leave for Disneyland tomorrow! yay for them cuz its exciting, and yay for me cuz i have a house to myself! that is when im not at alex's house like im supposed to be from thursday till monday!! its gonna be an all weekend party! woo hoo!
-so i decided that fried torilla's are one of my favorite foods. its amazing, its already my mom's favorite. she calls it comfort food... we're so mexican.
yay pi day! thats all i have to say... |
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[Mar. 3rd, 2007|04:12 pm] |
my life is busy... it isnt too bad though...
i went to the winter competition show in fairfield today to watch the middle school and high school drumlines... MS guard is in Las Vegas so they werent there... and i couldnt stay for HS guard cuz im babysitting today somewhere between 4:30 and 4:45 untill 8, which really means 8:30-9 cuz they're ALWAYS late. but they pay really really well so i dont mind.
the drumlines looked really really good though. i hadnt seen them perform before today so i dont have anything to go off of, but i thought they did well...
so this week is gonna be crazy...
sunday- lesson, and possibly a make-up SAT class :(
monday- another massage, poor me right?
tuesday- musical rehearsal, drive out to concord to meet sarah and give her the bid form and memorandum, and lesson
wednesday- drive to concord again to meet sarah and GET the bid form and crap...
thursday-musical rehearsal, lesson? and All-Stars concert
friday- lesson, lesson, babysitting from 4:30-10 which really means 11-11:30.
saturday- winter competition again? make-up SAT class again? (i missed last weeks cuz i was in too much pain, and now im gonna miss this weeks cuz of the stupid all-stars concert... guh.)
but i do lessons cuz i need the money and i love it when my student learns something and gets all excited cuz they can play what they think is a hard piece... cute little 4th graders! and i do musical cuz its a lot of fun, extra credit, practicing time, and when im not playing i can do my hw and i even have people around me who can help me! SAT class is cuz my dad made me.... guh... i hate it... but yea... busy life, but it's making the weeks go by faster meaning summer comes faster meaning i leave for Fiji sooner! ahhh!!! so exciting. |
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[Feb. 17th, 2007|07:36 pm] |
hmmm... life is interesting... my grandparents are over right now. and so is my sister's little kitten. she is ADORABLE! i want to keep her, like, you have nooooooooo idea. she is the cutest thing ever and i dont normally like cats this much.
my parents are leaving on monday to go to freaking Cancun AGAIN for freaking 10 days. they say it's a "bussiness transaction". that's a load of BS! they've been going to the tanning salon in the gym almost everyday so they dont burn. guh...... they go all kinds of places now and they dont take us! w/e. im excited cuz my aunt and cousin are coming tomorrow afternoon and they're gonna stay w/ us until my parents get back. then my uncle is coming on monday cuz he's gonna have to leave early. hopefully its not too bad......... its either gonna be fun, or a pain in the ass.....
hmmm...
i've been thinking a lot about life, and relationships lately. not about me having a BF or anything, more just... what are we supposed to do in life... where am i gonna go? what's going to happen to me. am i going to be succesful in life? married? when? kids? its so weird to think that i could be married, have my dream job, and be incredibly happy in 15 years..... or i could be practically broke, living paycheck to paycheck, and being evicted an not knowing where im gonna go next in the same 15 years....... its a lot to think about..... maybe i shouldn't burden myself with it, what happens happens right and i just have to let it happen.
hmmm... |
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